Reason #21 to be skinny:
Because being feminine means being tiny
How many ways can I find to say fuck my life????
Weigh in this morning was 193.4lbs. My BMI is above 30 again!
I'm obese.
My life is fucked? The fat girl is never successful in life! When you think Obese chick you think of fat woman raising her kids in a trailer park! GAH!
It would appear that I will never be thin. Fuck me that I can't even stay out of the obese range. GAH!
Lunch didn't go as planned, because I broke my measuring cup. It shattered. So I had bread and nutella instead, plus the apple. Dinner was Taco Bell because my life is fucked anyways.
What am I going to do with myself????
Guess I pick up and start again.... but damn, I was 186! So close to that first goal!!!!
Back to the fucking game...
~Wendy
At least you're not 198, like the scale said yesterday!
ReplyDeleteTaco Bell? Oh, love, don't give up! You do just have to start again. I know your life sucked because of the vacation (like I said, I would have killed myself rather than go on that). But you had gotten to 186 previously. Obviously, you can do it again!
Plus, you might get there faster, this time, because you know what works and what doesn't. Remember, you made some type of chicken broth soup...do it again!
Exactly. Don't let one thing stop you. Start again tomorrow, because it's a brand new day.
ReplyDeletethere will always be those days where everything seems to go against you...that was today for me too...but let's wake up tomorrow morning and just be more motivated than ever! i mean, that's all we can do, right? good luck girl :)
ReplyDeletegood luck sweetheart. You can get back on track. We are all here for you. Loves You xoxo
ReplyDeletewe all have those days when we just want to quit but they will pass.
ReplyDeleteyou just ahve to get on treck and soon you will be out of the obese range to the skinny range
we all are here for you
Gracile
don't let the setbacks drag you down, unfortunately they are sometimes part of the process
ReplyDeleteyou'll get there