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Reason to be Skinny #23: It takes less booze to get drunk (cheap date)



I always want to start off these Blogs with sorry.

Sorry for not writing. Sorry for not being able to stick with a plan. etc.

But it's getting a little redundant, for all of us yes?

I'm sick of saying sorry.

So fuck ya'll (not really, cus I love you) I'm not saying sorry anymore.


I'm alone again.

Izzie and Will are 85% moved out of my place. All I've wanted is for them to leave. Not because I want to be alone (cus I really don't!) but because I want to control my eating plan again.

I've been restricting, eating only half of stuff etc. but I want to get back to counting, to the numbers. To my pre-prepared safe meals. I want to know the exact calories! That's not really possible when they're here.

Shit even my mini fridge in my room isn't safe. We started keeping excess booze in that fridge, so Will feels completely comfortable with walking into my room and opening it up. It would be weird for me to complain =/

So as they head out of town early this weekend I was excited to have a few days to myself to get shit under control. So what happens?

The first time I walk into my apartment alone last night, I binged. I know it wasn't much, but I had an entire bag of microwave popcorn that I called my "dinner".

Was going to go through all day today on 90 calories (I brought to work as lunch) but then my headphones broke and I had to go home to get new ones. Ended up eating frozen buffalo wings from my freezer. gah!

Then I actually came home from work, and that's when I had my first REAL binge. I ate vanilla ice cream, and then another bowl of vanilla ice cream. After that ate the rest of a package of roast beef lunch meat. I was full then, but the lunchmeat was salty, and I was thirsty, so I went to the fridge. That somehow ended with me having a diet coke (thank god!) and heating up an entire portion of chicken alfredo! >_<

Fuck my life. Especially since I'm going out tonight, and I was already feeling fat as FUCK today. All I can see is the mass amounts of fat and rolls that hang off of me. I am not happy =(

So below is another shitty edited photo of me. This one is from about 2 weeks ago, and is sadly the best looking picture of me. =(

Anyways, going out with some girls tonight to drink and bar hop. Shoot me now! I look like shit, and there is no way in hell I will manage to pick up any guys any time soon.

I need to go get ready and shit.... blah. I'll catch up on blogs later.

Sorry guys, I have nothing else to say.


Shit, I wasn't going to say that.

~Wendy