Remember the boy I mentioned?His name is Chris.
Things are moving pretty fast between the 2 of us! I am completely happy, but super nervous.
He's seen all my facebook photos. He still tells me I'm sexy and cute. O.o I want to believe him, because he's gorgeous! Why would someone like him want someone who looks like me?
He's even coming to visit me this weekend. So time to clean up and act like a sane person!
I wish more than anything that I was 185 again. Just 185! Just for this weekend! =( Not gonna happen.
I've been by no means slouching though! In fact I'm under 190 again, and have lost 5-6 lbs ish in the last 2 weeks!!!! =)
Still doesn't feel like enough though.
Will it ever be enough.
He seems way to good to be true...
Here's to keeping my head, and hopefully making a good impression.
Terrified,
~Wendy
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