Dearest Readers,I feel like I'm amidst loads of failure today. I'm so unmotivated that it is literally killing me right now.
Clearly I have not worked out today, and my lazy ass is telling me it won't be happening. =( My official weigh in is tomorrow morning, and I'm hoping that it doesn't kill me. I really don't feel any smaller, but I have at least been restricting all week. That should count for something, right?
I have 3 tests on Monday, and I have a shit ton of homework to do! Am I doing it? Nope, because I've been sitting here worrying about food all morning!
At least that's paying off! I'm done with breakfast and lunch today, and my calorie total is at 220! That makes me feel amazing!
But then I remember it would be better if I got up and worked out, and I feel less amazing by far.... =(
Got to get some shit done and make it through the rest of the day!
On a good note though, there is an America's Next Top Model marathon on! There is nothing more thinspirational than looking at models all day!
Relaxing,
~Wendy
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