There's no surf in Colorado anyway...

Hey guys, thanks so much for the comments.

This is just me checking in again to say that I won't be on for a few days (and thus no weigh in). I have a family emergency that is forcing me to head home for a few days. Don't worry, it's nothing horrible. It just requires my presence.

I'm scared though because my eating still isn't in check right now. It's not Horrible binging by any means. I'd be will to guess I'm damn lucky if I'm making 1500 calories a day. It doesn't help though, that it's solidifying that stupid 190!

At least I don't need to wear a bathing suit now. =/

It's my mom's birthday while I'm home, and with that and everything else that's going on, I doubt I'm going to get my food in check this weekend.

Normally I'd just let it go, and probably get myself back on track this next week. (un)Fortunately for me I have the biggest loser weigh in on Monday. If I'm going for the most lost, then I have to get down NOW!

Sooooo at least I have an elliptical at home, I haven't missed a gym workout this week so far, and I want to keep that up at home. I hope it goes well!

Wish me luck. I really hope I'm not still a fat cow when I come back! =/

~Wendy

P.S. This also means that I'm going to be seeing John earlier than expected. I was so hoping to have broken 180 when I next saw him, now I would be happy to just be in the 180s!!! (This mornings weigh in was 190.2, but with clothes on so take that as you will.)