Reason #12 to be skinny:
So I can get Tattoos without them being distorted.
I've always been a big believe in Karma. The divine cosmic balance and all that.
I'm not very religious, in the sense that I don't subscribe to a specific religion. But I do believe.
Bad things happen so that good things can happen. EVERYTHING happens for a reason.
My life is coming back up, despite my major failure. I've calmed down, and realized that I can fix this. It'll take time, but I CAN fix this.
I got news on the Job I interviewed for. I GOT THE JOB! =D It's amazingly exciting.
Plus, Red Wings won last night X-D
Things are looking up.
In other news, my eating is erratic still and I am paying for it. I go hours on end without eating. But when I eat, it's not like I binge or eat normal even. I graze on stupid snack foods (a few tortilla chips, or carrots and ranch etc.)
Yesterday, I had my blood sugar completely drop out on me. Not just that, but I had A LOT of trouble getting it back up after wards. It was actually kind of scary. I drank some light chocolate soy milk because of the sugar, but I couldn't get it to come back up. So I headed for protein. I ate a quarter of a package of lunch meat turkey, and I still couldn't get it to level off. In fact it was still dropping! Lucky me, that was when Will and Izzie showed up with some bread sticks and pizza for the hockey game. After eating 2 bread sticks, I got my blood sugar to level off. After a piece of pizza I was finally okay again.
It's one of the worst attacks I've had in a long time. For anyone who doesn't know, having on of these attacks sucks ass. It's like you're shivering, but with no control over it. Your hands shake, and you can't hold anything still. The longer it goes on the worse the shaking gets. You get light headed, and if you pass out from it you're in major trouble.
Overall shit.
But even today I'm doing much better despite not eating barley anything. Hopefully that has been put behind me.
I hope everyone else is doing well.
Til later,
~Wendy
I've had attacks like that before! I try really hard not to let it get to that point though... Glad you are ok. Sucks that you had to eat that stuff. I try to stay middle of the road because I always feel crappy if I work that hard and then have to shovel food in bc of blood sugar. Ugh.
ReplyDeletewow that sounds horrible. The most I get is lightheaded. Yay for the job! As for the erratic eating, if you live by yourself, why don't you just keep healthy food at home? That way, if you do eat, you're eating something that you'd be fine with later on.
ReplyDeleteeek. sounds awful, i had a friend at school that had these attacks because she was diabetic. Ive never experienced this myself luckily. Congratz on the job! and like charlie said, keep healthy stuff in your cupboards :) lovies xoxo
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