Reason #17 to be skinny:
No more "chub rub" on jeans or other pants!!!!
I want to eat so friggin bad right now. I'm not going to though, it's all in my head. I'm not even hungry.
So apparently my friends are doing a dinner thing this week (I thought we weren't because of finals). It starts in 20 minutes. I'm doing so well today too!
If I go over there, this will break and I know it! There is no way to just hang out without someone wanting me to eat someone. It's not like yesterday with Izzie and Will either. These skinny little pricks actually do make everyone eat around them, so that they can feel better about themselves eating.
Remember Erin, the one from the packzi incident? Yup, she's the one cooking tonight. She's also underweight. It's like shut the fuck up, sorry my metabolism doesn't work like that! >_<
So anyways, I'm skipping this week. I'm not gonna text or call or make excuses, just not going. On the off chance that they call (they won't) I'll tell them I took a nap and overslept. They'll believe me since I sleep like shit. That's also my excuse if I run into them a day that is not today.
On the off chance that they do call, that also gives me an excuse to not eat when i get over there. I just woke up, and my stomach isn't ready for it!
=D I am a fucking Genius.
I'm lucky there's nothing worth eating in my kitchen right now. I'm fucked if Will shows up with a pizza tonight though (it's a hockey tradition.) It will take some fast talking to get out of that one 0.o Chances are slim though, so yay!
How's everyone else doing?
~Wendy
P.S. GO WINGS!
i just stumbled across your blog. i'm glad i did. i've started readding your earliest blogs and you're a realy inspiration to me. you see, my CW is 235 lb and i'm at the highest i've ever been. i've been EDNOS for as long as i can remember. id have times when all i did was fast and restrict for months on end then i'd binge high calorie foods for months on end. but reading your blog has given me strength to fast and restrict for longer. ♥
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