The pain she puts me through is what I need.

Reason to be Skinny #14: Because then people think "Eat a damn sandwich" instead of "You could use to skip a few meals".


Weigh in today was 186.6lbs

Total week lose of 1.4lbs, which is .2lbs more than last week.

Still kinda sick of this shit though. Soooooooooo I'm going on an adventure.

I have about a week until I go on a two week tropical vaca with my family (during which I will mostly likely have to eat at least semi normal -_-), and I have until Saturday to be living by myself (Izzie and Will are couch crashing until their new apartment is ready).

So it sounds like it's time for a fast.

Liquid fast it is, because this is mostly to just keep calories low, and get through the hunger. Also because I have finals and need to concentrate, and because the last time I did a water fast I didn't even last 24 hours and it ended in a binge -_-

Goal it to at least make it to Friday. If not Midday Saturday. Sunday is an almost promised no go.

So Heeeeerrrrreeeee weeee goooooo!

~Wendy

P.S. Wonder what has kicked my ass into gear? I was flipping through some old photos, and found one of me at my largest. I've included it, after some shitty paint editing for security. The full picture is way worse because my forever skinny ass friend with large boobs is standing next to me. For some perspective, the jeans I'm wearing in that picture are size 16. It's guesstimated that I weighed about 212 lbs in that picture, but I don't know for sure because I didn't have a scale at the time. NEVER getting back to that is my life's goal. I'm currently loss in size 14, and as I discovered almost 2 weeks ago, I CAN wear size 12's. This is my reverse thinspiration. That's not even a "muffin" top anymore, it's about to be it's own area code. FUCK!