I want your ugly, I want your disease....

hmmmm where to start?

Well we talked about breakfast already and that was 90 calories. After that, I had a stalk of celery, and some plain salad (just lettuce w/ dressing) for a total of 46 calories. My total going into dinner was 136 calories!

Dinner with my friends then. Dinner was potato pancakes, and bacon. They made a fruit salad that I don't know how many calories was in (it had canned peaches, and fresh banana and apple). I managed to just put some of that on my plate and eat mostly that, I think I had a cup in total. I did have to eat one potato pancake though since my friends had noticed I didn't take one yet. After I took it though they didn't pay attention to anything else I ate =) According to google, that one potato pancake was about 207 calories 0.o I didn't eat bacon at all because well ewwww. Lucky for me everyone knows that I don't like bacon either. Plus since they LOVE the stuff, all the more for them.

We had the fundraiser meeting after that. I was going to try and not have a cupcake, but my friends got the brilliant idea to do a cupcake toast, and that landed me with one.... 200 calories.
We had 20 of them here, so I tried to make sure that were going to be none left, but a few hours later when everyone was gone, there were still 2 cupcakes staring at me.

I walked back and forth several times, but I couldn't get it out of my head, so I broke down and had another cupcake 200 calories. The last one is still sitting in front of me as I type, but it's not going to break me down. I'll throw it in the trash in the morning and pretend I don't know what happened!

Let's see, that gives us a grand total of 743 calories plus whatever was in that cup of fruit salad. God I fucking suck.

I need to go to sleep now before I break down and just start eating shit.

Good Night All,
~Wendy