I hate Mondays. Hate, hate, hate! =(My schedule is so fucked up on Monday's. I had my normal breakfast Peach Oatmeal 130 calories.
Went to class failed test #1.
Came home for lunch, and had a salad 90 calories total.
All's on track for the day. Went to class failed tests 2 and most likely 3. =(
Then Monday's are the only day I have to work a night shift, so I don't get to dinner until late and I've already sat through 3 classes. So I had a peach cereal bar 90 calories. Not good, but not doing horrible.
I've been so exhausted today. Mostly just because I'm feeling all depressed about friggin failing 2 tests today, so I was whining and complaining. (Yes I hate myself sometimes too!)
One of my coworkers decided to surprise me by buying me a Mountain Dew from the vending machine "Because you need the caffeine". I couldn't damn well turn it down =( and I did need the caffeine. So Mountain Dew rang in at 170 calories.
Then I can home about and hour ago (10:30) and finally had dinner. Another Hamburger hot dish was 420 calories (I live alone, so I cook in bulk and eat the same thing for a few days depending on serving size). Today's total was 900 =(
Tomorrow I really need to watch out and get back on track.
Stupid friggin Mondays! Fuck!
One a slightly more positive note I got told that I looked cute several times today =)
It was nice, but kind of sad that I knew they were just talking about my outfit. I may have amazing fashion sense, but no one ever comments of how I actually look! I'm so fucking fat that it's a taboo topic still.
I can't wait to be skinny. Will power will win!
Well night then, wish I didn't have to be alone in this =(
~Wendy
Hey I noticed you started following my blog and I just want to say thanks!! Quick tip. I don't know if you like eggs, but when I am home I buy like two things off eggs and hard boil them all on sunday and then whenever I start getting shaky I just eat a couple. No yolks though! Only the egg white part cuz that's the part with the protein and like 3 are 90 calories! I didn't like them at first, but I put salt on them and they are all right. They have grown on me and I eat them plain too! I don't know if this helps. I have a bunch of other tips. Just ask me!
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