I'm having trouble trying to sleep...

Today has literally been a roller coaster ride. I've had goods and bads (and some REALLY bads), but at the end of the day I'm just feeling blah. I think that's because for every bad I've had a good. So I've reached equilibrium? Okay so it goes like this...

BAD: Woke up to find that my pet fish died in the night. I was really attached to this one for some reason, and it upset me =/
GOOD: When I was "sneaking" a peak at the scale I had crossed a landmark (kinda).

BAD:Had a math test today that I hadn't studied for.
GOOD: Was up more than early enough to fit studying in (and I think I did well on the test!)

BAD: Skipped class this morning =/
GOOD: Stuck to my diet all morning! (240 calories total!)

BAD: Had a Fruity Pebble krispie treat. I stopped by to visit a friend at her organizations bake sale, and because it was slow and I "kept us company" they gave me a free one. I ate it too because they were so nice and were waiting for me to try it. (Incidentally I had been avoiding the baked goods because I "left my wallet at home" which wasn't a lie but was a good excuse.)
GOOD: Got some help from the on a paper I needed to write.

BAD: Ate my sloppy joe with a bun =/
GOOD: I cooked so I know I added the leanest beef I could, and tons of extra vegetables to the mix. Also I believe in cooking with a shit ton of garlic, which is good for metabolism.

BAD: Had seconds... well fries with the sloppy joe sauce.
GOOD: Stopped half way through that and threw it away, and also skipped desert!

BAD: I drank alcohol (not that I count those calories remember!)
GOOD: I found out I don't work tomorrow.

BAD: I seem to have gained 2.5lbs since this morning!!!!!! =O
GOOD: I have 2 full days until weigh in with no fancy meal plans in the way. It's just me and restricting!

See what I mean!!!! oh, and there was one more good that didn't have a bad.

GOOD: I got an amazing comment on my last post. Thanks Dot! You really helped me feel less like shit about yesterday! =) It means a super lot to me!


Sooooo yeah, that's about it. I need to head to bed. Work or not... I'm fucking tired!

ciao,
~Wendy