Too much time on my hands....

Well, I'm done with my calories for today. Oatmeal, salad, and dinner totaling 640 calories.

I'm not feeling hungry or anything, but I feel close to breaking =(

I don't know why, but all I want to go do is eat some fat ridiculous foods right now, and lots of them! I'm trying so hard to be good, and not get myself into trouble.

That's really why I'm here right now, I'm trying to distract myself.

GAhahshshhashfhsdjfhjah!!!!

>=(

It's not working..... fuck......

~Wendy