I've got a feeling...

It's been a surprisingly complacent day for me today. I don't know if that's a good thing, or a bad thing.

I got up this morning and went to the open skate at a local ice rink. I use to skate a lot when I was way younger, but my parents couldn't finance it forever so I had to quit. =( When I started to realize that I was MUCH bigger than I was suppose to be I decided that I would not try to figure skate again. I'm never going to be as tiny as those girls it seems, and at this point in my life, there would be no point in going back to it.

That didn't stop me from strapping on some hockey skates though, and doing laps and drills around the rink is a good way to get exercise. =) Plus I still enjoy being on the rink which makes it one of the few forms of exercise I actually like!

The rest of my day was very blasse (sp?) to say the least. I had to go grocery shopping. Not fun! =( It was driving me crazy because I felt like I had to look at the labels and nutrition info on almost everything (I have a few safe products I stick with)! There was way to many people there to be doing that, and in the cereal aisle it was damn near impossible! =0 But on a good note, I somehow managed.

I got some different things to "spice up" what I've been eating, since it seems like I've been eating the same thing every day. Oh, wait..... that's because I am!

Food wise things went good today...I ate pretty much the same thing as always. Peach Oatmeal for breakfast 130 calories, Salad for lunch 90 calories, and Hamburger Hot Dish for dinner 420 calories. Also bought Cherry Coke Zero at the store (Just water was KILLING me, and I needed caffeine (see yesterday's post)) and had 2 of those for 0 calories. The grand total today was 640 calories!

Much better than I did yesterday at 900. Oddly enough though, it doesn't feel like I did very good =/ I dunno it's almost like because it didn't seem hard at all, I felt as bad as if I had just gone on an all out binge and ate whatever the fuck I felt like =/

Hoping that will pass. I'm going to try and switch things up the next few days just to see what happens. I am stronger than this! I will outsmart it! But only the scale can tell the truth. (I have been sneaking peaks 2 to 3 times a day, but I'm going to try sticking with only posting my weight on Sunday weigh in's) soo yeah.... idk, w00t?

~Wendy