She called me her ugly American

Today was just friggin' crazy!

Got up and changed my breakfast up, Kellog's Product 19 with 1/2 cup milk (145 calories).

Went to work, hated work, panicked because I had a huge project due I had forgotten about, went to class and came home for lunch.

Lunch was pretty much the same thing as always, Salad (weighing in at 90 calories). I felt kind of crappy all day, partially because of sleep problems, and partially because I might be fighting off some kind of cold. By this afternoon I started coughing (which did NOT make my day!).

Went to class, but then I skipped my next class so that I could finish up working on my project in the student union. Don't know why, but I was STARVING by this point. I really wanted to get some Starbucks, but I was good and resisted! Phantom french fry smell was around too, which was weird because there is only a Mexican place right by where I was. 0.o I was really good though! Jimmy Johns even came through with free half sandwiches! I was friggin starving, but I resisted and just went to class! =D

Afterclass I came home and had a cough drop for my throat (15 calories) and had dinner, Hamburger Hot Dish (420 calories). Later had one more cough drop (15 calories) because I went out in the cold and aggravated my throat again.

I'm helping with a fundraiser meeting tomorrow, so some people came over to help me make cupcakes for the meeting. The brought taco bell with them, so I had one Chicken Soft Taco (200 calories). Taco bell is my ultimate weakness, but trust me that the Chicken Soft Taco was not even close to the worst thing I could have on the menu!

When all the cupcakes were done, Izzie insisted on splitting one with me so that we could try it =/ I figured that each cupcake was about 200 calories, so my half comes in at (100 calories).

That's right, the total for today was 985 calories! FUCKING FAIL! I'm happy that I managed to stay under 1,000 ....... but barley!!!!! Uggghhhhh I swear, I NEED to see this weight come off on the scale this week! I don't know what I'll do if I don't!

Tomorrow is going to be rough too. I have standing dinner plans with some of my friends for Thursday nights, and it is not my night to cook. I'm terrified of what kind of fatty foods they are going to give me =/ So the plan is, to keep it as low as possible all day tomorrow. (Like new low) Figuring on having Egg Whites in the morning, that's low calorie, right? Then Salad for lunch!

At dinner I'm going to try and get away with eating as little as possible, but it's hard when you have about 10 friends around all watching you eat. Hopefully I can be stealthy, like a ninja! That fundraiser meeting is also tomorrow night, so I have to try my damn hardest to not have another cupcake. Hopefully I can manage to swing that. I DO NOT need another one of those!

NO MORE FOR ME! I really NEED to get this under control. Why does the entire world have to revolve around food??????? =(

~Wendy